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그는 내가 그저 손님인 줄 알았다. 그래서 길을 달리는 내내, 자신이 어떻게 들키지 않고 있는지 낱낱이 말했다. 내가 그것을 받아 적는 건 알아채지 못했다.

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He spent the whole ride confessing to a stranger, and the stranger turned out to be the worst possible one.

It was a little after eleven and the rain had thinned to a mist when I climbed into the back seat. I'd had a long day and wanted nothing more than silence. The driver had other plans. Before we'd even cleared the parking lot he'd told me his name was Idris, that he drove "for the freedom," and that his wife didn't understand him. I made the polite hum people make when they hope a conversation will die on its own. It didn't.

Some men treat a back seat like a confessional with the screen removed. Idris was one of them. By the second red light he'd moved from his wife to the woman he was seeing on the side, and he said it with a grin I could see in the rearview mirror, like he expected me to be impressed.

"The beauty of this job," he said, tapping the dashboard, "is the alibi builds itself. She thinks I'm out picking up fares. I switch the app off, drive over to Josie's, switch it back on when I leave. The wife sees the hours, sees the gas money, never asks a thing." He laughed. "Eleven years married. She still trusts the little numbers on a screen more than her own gut."

I should have just looked out the window. Instead something cold and curious woke up in me. I asked, lightly, how long it had been going on. He told me. Almost a year. He told me Josie lived in the new build flats with the green balconies, that she worked shifts too so their schedules "lined up perfect," that his wife had stopped questioning the late nights months ago. He told me his wife nagged about money, about the kids' school run, about him never being home. He said it like she was the unreasonable one.

He kept talking. He told me the make of his car, which I was already sitting in, a silver hatchback with a cracked phone mount and a child's car seat folded down in the boot. He told me his wife's name was the kind of detail he tossed out without thinking, the way you'd mention the weather.

And that was when my stomach dropped, because I knew her.

Not well. We weren't close. But she ran the community swap group I'd bought a secondhand pram from two years earlier, and we'd messaged a dozen times about pickups and prices. I remembered her profile picture: tired smile, two kids hanging off her, a kitchen with a half-painted wall behind her. I remembered her writing once, almost as a joke, "sorry for the slow reply, single-parenting tonight again, hubby's always working."

Always working. I'd thought nothing of it at the time. Now I was sitting behind the man who'd been the joke, and the punchline, and the lie all at once.

I kept my face flat. I made small encouraging noises so he'd keep going, and he did. I opened my notes app under my coat and typed quietly with my thumb. The flats with the green balconies. The matching shift pattern. The app-off-app-on trick. The grin. I didn't write it for revenge, exactly. I wrote it because I knew that if I tried to tell her later with nothing but "a man in a car said some things," she'd have every reason to call me a liar, and I didn't want to be one more person she couldn't trust.

When he dropped me off he gave me five stars before I'd even shut the door. "Have a good one," he said. "And hey, you didn't hear any of that." He winked.

I gave him five stars back, because I needed the trip to stay in my history, with his name and his car and the date and time stamped on it forever.

I sat with it for two days. I told myself it wasn't my business. But I kept seeing her half-painted kitchen wall, and the way she'd typed "always working" like it was a small, private ache she'd learned to live with. So I messaged her. I said I'd shared something with her once and I had something to say now that she might not want to hear, and that she could ignore it if she wanted. Then I told her, plainly, what he'd said, where, and when. I sent the screenshot of the trip. I didn't add my opinion. She didn't need mine.

There was a long silence. Then three words: "I know the balconies."

I didn't hear from her again for weeks, and when I did it was one line: that she'd left, that the kids were okay, that she was sorry she'd ever doubted herself.

I think about him sometimes, how proud he was of a system so airtight it could only ever be undone by the one thing he never planned for. Not a camera. Not a phone. Just a tired woman in his back seat who happened to already know his wife, and who happened to be listening.

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